Morning Wiki family,

This is the second day in two days that I've woken up with a smile on my face and a feeling of well-being in my heart.   Alas I cannot say this is a result of Dan Carter being in my bed, (Mmmmm!!  Oh Er - sorry indulged in a little day dreaming there!)  No I'm not sure where this happiness has come from or why now, but suffice to say I'm enjoying it.

I feel it's probably a culmination of time, wiki support, and a bloody fair magistrate on Thursday.  Ok, it's a pain that I've lost my licence for a year, but it could have been so much worse.   When my solicitor told me I'd

I had some 'me' time today doing normal stuff - putting the upcoming divorce to one side just for today.  I spent the day just messing about on a boat (its a guy thing girls - like a shed but bigger - OH never understood - or wanted to, so I am safe with my boat) - fixed all the little things that needed doing - might even get on the water tomorrow.

And tonight, I feel at peace

So much has happened over the last few weeks.
> The highs and lows
> The anger
> The panic
> The tears
> Thinking about others and what they think
> Not thinking about others and what they think
> Discovering passion again
>

Hi wikimates

 Today is my wedding anniversary... 7 years since we married. After the blog I wrote the other day, I have to confess, I was dreading this day.

But this afternoon I put Mishmash on the train and went to get my haircut - time for a new style, I thought. And you know what? I feel great! When I came home, my son had bought me some flowers (just because he's lovely) and he looked at my hair and said "It makes you look younger..." - he has no idea the effect of those words. Yes, I know I shouldn't focus on my age but I probably will anyway.

 It's quiet without Mish... but it's been