wrote this in feb. Quite is around me As I scream inside me I smash and I break How much more can I take As the battle keeps waging inside me An empty vessel has become me Bricks layered up is me I'm tearing my skin Wailing deep within Yet a smile is what you see When you look at me Sad is what I feel deep within Heartache continues to sink in I don't no where to turn Peace is what I yearn But I'll continue to keep it all

Aching to the core Still bleeding, still sore Suffocating from within But i’m keeping it in Taking it a day at a time Putting my pain in rhyme Waiting for it to pass how much longer can i last? a big thank you to all who offered me sincere advice and helped me reach where I am now. XxX

Feeling low tonight. Lack of sleep and missing the girls has taken it's toll today. I've been doing so well, feeling positive but I know deep down it's all an act. I just want to be happy is that to much to ask? I miss my family very much, I miss being married, still I glance at my ring finger most days. But I'm fighting. I'm a fighter and I won't let this beat me. This great poem is for all you wikis, especially for NWGUY. I know he's having a hard time at the minute. Hope you're ok mate. You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very