Today the sun is shining. Recently I find my mood can be linked to how much vitamin D I manage to soak up.. So it is with a smile on my face that I am writing this entry. Firstly I would like to say a huge thank you to all the Wiki's. Over the last week (or so) I have had so many responses / emails from people that I am overwhelmed with gratitude. I have spent 7 months floundering around talking to friend & family (who have been great) about what is happening. Yet none of them have experienced what it is that I am going through, they don't understand what a divorce is like, separations

I stayed at work late on Friday as the prospect of a weekend with no plans stretched before me and to be honest I didn't want it to start. The thought of all the couples & families staying at home snuggling on the sofa and keeping each other warm in the most depressing month of the year. It brings back memories of last year when I had the blanket of my lovely husband to keep me warm. Still. Here I am on a Saturday night writing my blog and trying to think of things to do with my Sunday so that Monday comes around quicker. I managed to convince my mother to go for lunch and do spot of

Today I was in a meeting with at work and was slightly nervous about talking in front of my senior leadership team. I have a 'tic' where by I spin the back of my wedding ring with my thumb. The feel of the metal, the knowledge that no matter how bad the meeting goes I will still have someone to love and share in my experience back home. It reassures me that it will all be okay no matter what.... The only problem? I no longer wear the ring. I no longer have the support of a loving husband at home waiting to hear how my meeting went. That feeling of someone invisible behind you rooting for you