Evening blog

I didnt think I'd need you tonight but guess what here I am again...what a night and day !!

I got a txt from my ex (this a thing that I dont get why do people call their ex's STBX, when I think after what he's done he is my ex even though still married and not even talking about divorce - should I be calling him STBX ?) anyway get a txt from him last night at 10.30, asking if i was well and had a nice tan and give the kittens his love, ( his mother obviously told him I'd gone away) he also said we must catch up soon and 3 kisses.....I didnt reply but felt sick when I got it..

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If a picture paints a thousand words then let me paint a picture with my words of love for you.

My thousand words of love begin with the discovery of my heart, I never recognised the strength of my feelings for you until I lost you. So much truth in the adage "you don't know what you have until you lose it".

It is difficult to say something new about love that hasn't already been said, forgive me the clichés, recognise they are written with feeling.

Colours are brighter,

Songs have more meaning,

Food is much tastier,

Scents are sweeter,

I live in the moment,

My heart is complete,

With you

"Dawn

Will you still smile for me ?

When we are apart ?

In quiet moments

Will you remember my heart?

Will you still think of me?

When you've moved on?

Will you remember

The fun that we had?

Will you have time for me?

In your new life?

Will you remember

You were once my wife?

Will I mean anything?

When you are gone?

Or is that life over

Have you now moved on?

By Tetleys