Well.... I said last night i probably wont' speak or hear from G/F last night or this morning...and I was wrong !!  She text me out of the blue when i thought she was in bed asleep askign me how my day had gone !!!  That gave me a BIG lift. Chatted on MSN to a friend and went to bed FAR happier than I had started the evening.

Then... phoned G/F this morning and we had a chat for 20 mins and that set me up for the day !!. I got home earlier this evening and exchanged texts with G/F and asked her to tell me when she was off to bed to continue her recovery. Nothing for an hour so I thought

Really can't be bothered with anything tonight. Tonight was supposed to be a great night, in that G/F was supposed to be on her works xmas party and she was coming to me straight from work and I was taking her and then picking her up at 1am, but.... she was sick during work yesterday and went home and slept. I hardly heard a sausage from her last night though to be fair she said she was goign to bed early. Anyway, had the day off today and done some xmas shopping. sent her a text askign how she was and she said she was just as bad as yesterday and she was staying in bed. I then feared for

Hi,

This so wonderful being able to just ramble on! I have had only 1 person to talk to about this thing.My wifes best friend  and a good friend of mine. She has been very supportive and non judgemental or side taking at all. She is so upset at this too.It was her who catered for our wedding and we went through hard and good times together. We have known each others kids since they were born and they were pals together until she and her family moved away.

I feel like a blind man fumbling in the darkness. My wife gave me no warning at all that this was in the offing. No support either when I had