It was a little after eleven o’clock and I was heading home. I left the pub and started my London-walk (fast and determined, not meeting eye contact with other passers-by) to the tube to begin my longish journey home. I had spent the last couple of hours at a comedy night: I was one of the ‘acts’. I write ‘acts’ in quotes because I don’t see myself as ever becoming professional performer, instead, I see doing the occasional turn as a stand-up comic as a bit of fun. I’m not in it for the fame or the fortune. Okay, I might be in it for the occasional bit of adoration from a tiny crowd – but

just wanted to share a little story with you, it made me chuckle ! had the estate agent round yesterday, photos taken, contract signed as one went round the bungalow taking pics, me and tony sat at the kitchen table, chatting, drinking tea, he s a `very camp` little man, but lovely, so as we chatted he asked about me, told me about him, he to is seperated from his wife, think my eyebrows raised a wee bit when he told me that ! yes, he said she still lives in my home, ive moved out, we had no kids, so im going for her `annihilation` !! at this point i chocked on my tea, really ?

Is there a virtual group I can join? Could this be a wiki service? I know I have not “moved on” enough to actually walk into a pub / club and wait to be noticed or do something to be noticed by someone I may like the look of. I also know I don’t like the “predatory approach” experienced when “not signing up / registering” on free dating sites. So is there something in the middle? I’m really not sure of what I want, but I know I want a slow response /approach. I want to know the person and their “baggage” (that sounds awful – I know, but I hope you understand what I mean). I