I've been feeling very sad over the past couple of days.... Bank Holiday Weekend though.... normally we would 'do' something... go away for a couple of days / go out somewhere for the day..... just enjoy the long weekend really... not this BHW though....

I DO try to keep my chin up... and usually I manage it to an extent... but I'm struggling at the moment...

A little story..... My daughter is a home care worker, one of the clients she has is a 33 year old chap. who had a brain heamorage around 8 years ago, he is confined to a wheelchair, has limited use of his limbs, and short term memory

I am going through feelings of doubt.

Is Ex a pig (I'm trying to be polite)?

Has my imagination made him out worse than he is?

Am I a bad person because I left him for someone else?

Have I been controlled and manipulated for years or am I imagining it?

Do my kids hate me?

Will my kids accept that I am their mother some day?

Who am I?

I always thought that I was a fairly genuine, friendly, thoughtful, kind sort of girl. I thought that I had friends. Have I changed that much or am I just believing what Ex says?

One day I believe him and accept that he is being fair and doing all he can to promote

i need an honest lawyer in ayrshire or glasgow

i seperated in feb 2002 his date i agreed to but it was 2 years before he went to a lawyer first, i couldnt believe it i assumed he wanted to get married to his then girlfriend as he said i`d need to wait my 2 years he refused to divorce me,

so the paperwork evetually got sorted by my lawyer she worked out he was due £3,500 for the 8 month he was on my house i had bought it before the seperation as hes an alcoholic who abused me he always took every penny he could get and told me to F off when i wanted money for bills i worked and had some money