Not too sure what exactly I'm feeling right now; at moments really good and positive whilst minutes later I'm sooooooooo down.
Having read all the great comments & blogs, somewhere deep down I know that it will get better but when and how. It seems to be a downward spiral with ever increasing depth!! I work for myself, in a job I used to love, and yet now I'm finding it very, very hard to motivate myself.
Its a been a horrible day and yet my daughter started on her Masters programme today - so should be a day of pride/achievement and joy, yet I cannot muster any "positive" emotion.
I know the