5pm Tuesday evening.
Negative thoughts disappear.
What had happened to me?what had I gone through?why could I not get out of that spiralling hell?
It felt at 5pm on Tuesday that I had been through something,that I had never been through before. So desperate had I been througout the last three days,that I just wanted these feelings to stop.I was saying to myself this can't be happening to me.But it all was....Suddenly I had to face the menace of the unknown and drawing pictures in my head of the hideous times that lay ahead.people without faces,single room dark,damp and smelly,moneyless