Much calmer today, hardly any sleep again but we are still talking at least. Still cant quite believe the things he said about me yesterday, and I was trying to remember what I said. I think spineless loser featured in there somewhere! But then as I said this morning we are both losers in this separation. He seems to believe that I have manufactured all these claims so I can dump him cos he is unemployed now – what? I really don’t know, we are talking but not communicating.

Still that’s how it goes and at least we didn’t throw anything.

I've never done this before.I've never had to because I always had someone to talk to..my husband. Now he's a stranger and the person I loved for so many years turns out to be cold and heartless. I may be heartbroken but what's worse is the efefct on my kids. How could he do this to

I've been feeling very sad over the past couple of days.... Bank Holiday Weekend though.... normally we would 'do' something... go away for a couple of days / go out somewhere for the day..... just enjoy the long weekend really... not this BHW though....

I DO try to keep my chin up... and usually I manage it to an extent... but I'm struggling at the moment...

A little story..... My daughter is a home care worker, one of the clients she has is a 33 year old chap. who had a brain heamorage around 8 years ago, he is confined to a wheelchair, has limited use of his limbs, and short term memory