I've never done this before. I've joined a forum, found and uploaded a picture and now I'm doing this! I've done so many things since my life was turned upside down last July, most of which I'd rather not have, like given a solicitor £3000 in exchange for a decree nisi and a tree's worth of pointless letters, like cuddling my kids and telling them it's alright and we're fine when I'm not coming close to fine.
One thing that strikes me is that there is so much pain. You get lost in it and end up believing it's just you - life certainly kick's you when you are down. It all just happens and you