SO having had an elated day..my eldest comes home ready for a venture into town to buy some new shoes..I was on such a high was also going to treat both children out for tea....

Not to be....she ranted and raged...moped and groaned that she was not going into town with me wearing my casual jeans..the same ones when I got the compliment from the mechanics..how odd....

So I brushed her attitude aside jumped in the car with a flippant see you later and waited for her to run and jump in too with the fear of losing out on her new shoes..did she did she hell, she berated me and put me down even

My husband left me in May 2006, the way in which he left was a complete nighmare. He left for work as normal, I went shopping with my daughter and he rang my mobile to and told me to say goodbye to his daughter at this point I went mad and called him a coward and he should speak to her himself (Daughter was 13). On returning from shopping I found the police on my doorstep, they came in and proceeded to advise me that my husband had been listed as missing and could have ended his life, they searched my home interveiwed both me and my daughter who by this point was distraught.

To cut a very

I don't know why I am feeling 'cheesed off'..... but I AM !!!!

I think it is probably because of the fluctuating emotions that everyone goes through when they are taking 'the divorce route'..

Yesterday I had a brilliant day - the best in the three months since my STBX left me.... I met a friend for Lunch... which lasted until 6pm... we ate lunch in a nice little Italian Restaurant in town... then we had a walk down to the quayside (the 'trendy' part of town) and we went into a bar, and shared a couple of bottles of wine...

Tomorrow I am spending the day and evening 'looking after' a friend who