So finally my ex has passed away early this morning , how do I feel? I'm not sure how to feel, in some ways I feel very sad, I also feel numb at times. I feel in a very strange place, feel like I've been widowed, but not so because we are no longer married. There are things I don't feel I should be part of, such as arranging his funeral, executing his will, but as my sons are doing this it's hard not to want to get involved, but trying to step back a bit. I went with our sons to see the body today, I'm glad I did, he looked old and tired, but at rest and I was pleased to be able to

well another day in court. I agreed to move out of premises on the 15th of this month. went back to court for an extension as i became very very ill. I now have a care plan in place but because i became so ill (due to the fact that i found out that my husband was trying to evict me because of another woman) i could not function properly and spent two months in bed. of course now i still have nowhere to go so have had to take it back to court. again my husband was screaming that i was abusive although i had a video on my phone of him going to attack me after calling me a very ugly name. in

Well not been haveing a good month. Its been 4 and a half months since My husband tried to evict me from home. occupation order granted date agreed for me to move out and my whole world turned upside down. 4 weeks later discovering he has been seeing someone else. 3 weeks ago he managed to get the information over to me of who she was on recieving this i text him (shouldnt have done it i know) an innocent text stateing that i know knew and could we now sort things out. (meanining divorce).My husband had already been arrested for taking my wedding rings when he came to the home to collect some