Well, as background for those who may not have read previous blogs... My wife and I have been separated two and a half years now. No kids which makes me very sad. She abandoned me and committed adultery though i could not prove it for a court, which made me even more angry and sad. I know the truth of her affairs, the men she was with. Painful memories now. This last two and a half years have been hell for me to be honest. I've endured the sadness and loneliness that comes with separation and even the taunts from her new "man" who is a fucking asshole... apparently he has been abusive to his

Hey all. Been a long time since I've been here. Well, lets put things straight. Since I last posted here i've found out that the ex has been through at least five to six different men sexually and emotionally (either/or suits her apparently) and this is no word of a lie may I add. Terrible stuff to know but what the hell do I do? I get on with things as best I can and yes folks, as some have put it to me here a loooong time ago, it does get a little better as time moves on. That does not take away from the fact that my life has taken such a huge twist that I still find it somewhat

I saw them together yesterday. In the shopping mall. He was waiting outside the store, she was browsing the shelves. I walked by. he saw me but pretended not to notice. I saw her, her head down, looking at something on a shelf. I saw her hair flowing over her shoulder like a waterfall, her eyes gazing intently at something, glistening. Her fingers caressing whatever she was looking at. Her lips pursed as if ready to kiss. She looked serene, as if frozen in a photograph, oblivious to the turmoil going on in the mind of this now stranger passing by just yards away. My heart was racing, my mind