i hate nightmares i hate the palpitations hes spitting blood all over me i punched him in the belly to find morgan hes sealed him in a container my niece will go mad if hes hurt her son i must find morgy i have a dog with me i tell it find morgy im screaming morgy where are you i know hes hurt his neck it could be broken i cant get to him i run to the beach for help everyones ignoring me as usual, hes trying to get to me to talk i run everytime i see him

this is him acting it he has a new flat hes doing a great job trying to get my house claiming to be mental hes no longer sectioned hes

im stressed out im on hols this week i usually waste them by not doing the thinks i want to do as im scared to spend my wages i keep saving to pay lawyer its been 7 and a half long years and 9 and a half seperated

i hate the palpitations after nightmares or reading on dv website it makes me worse i signed up to help others i can be strong when im at work then i go onto my sites and im a wreck, im obsessed think i have ocd about getting a divorce i think of it day and night the pills the doc gave me to calm down dont always work i give myself a good talking to i wake up singing iv a song stuck

i need an honest lawyer in ayrshire or glasgow

i seperated in feb 2002 his date i agreed to but it was 2 years before he went to a lawyer first, i couldnt believe it i assumed he wanted to get married to his then girlfriend as he said i`d need to wait my 2 years he refused to divorce me,

so the paperwork evetually got sorted by my lawyer she worked out he was due £3,500 for the 8 month he was on my house i had bought it before the seperation as hes an alcoholic who abused me he always took every penny he could get and told me to F off when i wanted money for bills i worked and had some money