Its Tuesday night and she is out for the second evening in a row with him. I am at home with my girls and slowly getting used to this "new" life. I got told yesterday the chain is now complete on the house sale so that is good news. I really want out of this house which is no longer a home, just a place I live. Also, clearing all the bills and mortgage will be a great financial help. New job is going well so far and a big thank you for all the kind messages of support there. You people are great and it means a lot to me. Had to give the estate agents a forwarding address today so gave my Mums

Sunday night and all is quiet. Kids are asleep and stbx is downstairs doing whatever. She has been up to London to see her friends up there and took him with her. I remember when she took me up there to meet her "group" and felt quite proud to be shown off. Now its his turn. I guess thats how this sort of thing goes. Life always goes in cycles and now its his turn to replace me as her guy. I doubt it will last between them. Their relationship is based on lies and that doesn't seem like a good base to get things going for any couple. I dont know the stats but every one tells me that these sort

Well she is out again and its just me and my girls who are fast asleep. Moved all my stuff into the spare bedroom so we have our own "space" now. It was my idea so I dont know why it makes me feel so down. I know its just a step on the way to the day when we go completely seperate ways when the house sells. I suppose its a good thing as I dont want her to see me getting ready for work or being around me so much now. I think its just part of saying goodbye to a marriage that is now over. Clearly it was over for her a long time ago. She asked me today if I want a dna test on our youngest. She