[Edited, again, forgot one more]

If you're on a downer, in no particular order.

1) The First Cut is the Deepest, Sheryl Crow

2) Chasing Cars, Snow Patrol

3) Open Your Eyes, Snow Patrol

4) I Can't Be With You, The Cranberries

5) Kiss This Thing Goodbye, Del Amitri

6) Where is Your Heart, Kelly Clarkson

7) Everybody Hurts, R.E.M (this is a killer)

8) Lay Your Love On Me, Roachford

9) If it Makes You Happy, Sheryl Crow

10) Sway, Liz Phair

11) Since I Told You It Was Over, Stereophonics

12) How Does It Feel, Avril Lavigne

13) Feel, Robbie Williams

14) Strong, Robbie Williams

15) Boulevard of Broken Dreams, Green

Not quite sure why not, to be honest.

I have things to say but can't summon up the energy to write them down. Maybe it's a lack of conviction as I seem to be a bit directionless at the moment. I guess this is another stage in the natural process and for me it was like this:-

1) Disbelief when I was told it was over

2) Confusion as to why, when, how, who

3) Anger at not being allowed to deal and sort it

4) Resignation at the inevitability of it

5) Despair at the loss of what used to be

6) Realisation that what was is different to what is now

7) Acceptance (partial) of the situation

8) Pain at

Lots of tears from both of us and she called X2B who did a good job of getting her to laugh for a while. Unfortunately, that disappeared when M finished the phone call. More tears and more questions.

I'm hoping that tiredness is playing a big factor in this as M was out late last night with X2B and late nights normally catch up with M the night after.

I spoke to X2B afterwards and