Apologies for stealing your username mate but right now that't the best phrase I can use to express my emotions.
Unlike so many people here my low mood is not due to x2b or divorce.In fact I couldn't care less-I just wish he'd get the hell on with it.
He broke my heart 18 months age and it's healing.I wouldn't have him back now if he won the lottery....or would I?????
My spirits are down because of
a) My 15yo teeny who has driven me to the edge of sanity and
b) my poor Dad who has been in hospital for a week.He's doing OK but at 84 any illness is a worry.
It puts things into perspective