i was just watching a video of a friends, friends wedding day.  A young couple, obviously in love on their happy day.  Every detail perfect they looked so happy.  And I thought I don't think I can ever do that or feel that way again.  I'm not anti wedding, I work in the wedding industry in fact. I envy my parents celebrating there 50 th wedding annivsary, how lucky to have had that one loving partner their whole lives.  And I'm not anti relationships as I've had a partner for four years now.  However I really, really can't picture myself declaring this, the happiest day of my life, gazing

i have been thinking alot today about a couple I know that are on the verge of splitting up.   I don't know them very well, more a friend of a friend and a Facebook friend.  However I could tell something wasn't right.  The wife used to post lots of lovely and funny stories and photos of her lovely and much yearned for young family, the gorgeous house in the countryside  they had refurbished and extended, and the walks close to their home in idyllic surroundings with dogs and childeren in tow.  Plus the horse she loves to ride.  Then the images changed to endless selfies, different poses in

My ex chose to leave me, he'd been having an affair for a year before it all came out and then said he was leaving and had to think of his own happiness.  So why is he the angry, bitter one??  I've fought hard to rebuild my life, trying new things, making new friends. It's not been easy, it can be a lonely journey but I have a good life now.  A happy relationship, a nice house, a good job.  After a few years of saving I've just bought a new car ( after driving round in an old hand me down from parents) I love it and feel proud I worked hard to earn the money to buy it.   I also got a new