I did something stupid this morning and I know I shouldn't have done it. I rang my s2b about dropping something off he wanted and found myself asking him the question I know I shouldn't have.
"Are you happy and is all this worth it"
What was the answer I got? Well he said sometimes he is and sometimes he's not? "Im not skipping through daisies if that's what you think"
I just feel like im not getting anywhere at the moment and that im just exciting not living. If he's not happy and im not happy what is this all about? I don't know why I am on my own and he is now starting his new life with