The last few months have flown by since i last wrote on my blog. I'm still with my wonderful fella from Chelmsford and the relationship is going from strength to strength. Hopefully moving down to be with him permantly in October, once my daughter has settled in with her long-term boyfriend. My house sold last Friday 30th May and should get the pennies from the sale today. Not much consideing what i put into the property but at least i wont owe on the mortgage. What rogues they were ! Charging £15,500 as a penalty for ending the mortgage early. Wrote to them a few times to try and get

Well it's been a while since i was lst on here. Hubby and i have decided to separate, only problem is neither of us have anywhere to go, so we are all living together, his 4 girls and my 1, until the house has been sold. It's on the market at the moment and we've had some interest, but no offers as yet. Market is slowing down. I so badly want to move on in my life, but can't. I could move out and rent a flat with my daughter, but she thinks its a waste of money and we should stay put till it sells. Its not easy but its amicable, although the strain is starting to show. I wish i'd handled

On Tuesday i made him make a final decision. I suppose some part of me wanted him to say would could work things out, but that didn't happen. We decided to separate. Told our 5 girls last night. What a nightmare. I will move out and buy a house with my daughter and he will find somewhere for himself and his 4. Maybe we will be able to see each other after we have separated (like it was at the begining) only time will tell. Perhaps we both need space and time to find each other again. Who knows? Shame really. We never argued or shouted, just grew apart and he wanted to find himself again i