Just have to have a rant today, as my boss called me in the office today as he was concerned with my lack of focus, said that even though I have problems outside work, I should remember I still have a job to do, and to try and be professional. Honestly I could have walked out today and never came back, do they think that am not trying to be professional, and its not that easy. Its so easy for outsiders to tell you to move on, but do not realise that its not that

Shaking as I write this as on Monday will be seeing the OW at a meeting that she has now been invited to, which I feel agrieved about as she only got to the position she is now in by sleeping with my STBX and managing g to ruin my marriage, I can imagine her smirking away and I honestly dont know how I will manage to go through the day without commiting murder. Expecially when I know how hard I worked to get to my position and some others just sleep their way to the top and nothing happens to them. Is there any justice in this

I could not believe that my STBX has turned into such a spiteful human being, the electricity was in his name and I asked him to change it to my name only, and as most things go, its never simple, they had to close the account and then open an new account in my name, there was credit of £100 on it, which clearly belongs to me as I pay into it every month, so that its easier to manage. he had the nerve to claim it as his own and taken it. I feel nothing but disgust at his behaviour and seeing a side I never knew existed, and its not like he needs the money as him and the OW are both working.I