Due to the gagging clause, I am uncertain if I can write anything lest it be seen to be intended to damage my ex's public profile or her employability. Is anyone aware of my ex having a public profile? Would anyone consider employing her? We had what I thought were 10 good years together. I enjoyed 20 years of bringing up our daughters- well 5 years without sufficient sleep was a bit draining... perhaps one day I will see them again and find out why they are avoiding me. A pity it all went wrong and that I am at least 50% responsible. Now to see if the financial settlement can

I'm dreading Christmas already, I want to stay in bed, pull the covers over my head and wait there till it's over. But I can't I have a daughter so I have to put on a happy face and carry on as normal. In April I made my son (16) go and live with his dad. It was the hardest thing I've ever done in my life and too long a story to talk about on here but I gave him so much love and time only to be faced with a barrage of abuse and aggression, I just couldn't take it anymore. I've just found out that for the third year in a row my ex is going away for Christmas. I haven't a clue where our

On Wednesday 23rd Septemebr I finally left the marriage we had shared for 37 years and the home we had shared for 8. I was an emotional mess and tears were not far away. By arrangement he had got out of the way and the 2 men moving me did so as efficiently as they could within an few hours. It was so hard to do. By the time I reached my new home about 10 minutes away, the tears were forgotten. I have no shower, there are bare floorboards in the hall, the garden is a wasteland and I have a few bits of mismatched furniture and limited funds, but it welcomed me with its tiny 60s heart and I