Well Today I am off to our house in France with my s2bx and our son for a "holiday"? I don't want to go and I know its going to be very bad.
I am feeling like my husband can't stand to be in the same room as me at home so how are we going to get on in a house half the size for almost 2 weeks. I must be mad doing this. I am also frightened that in the back of my mind is that maybe we might be able to sort things out, when I know that this is not the case but somehow I keep trying to fix things. Why do I do that when he has been so mean to me? Do I still love him?
So wish me well and hope it's