Hi wiki's ....old and new.

New years  upon us.... a time for refelection and a time for hope. Im not a fan of new year and this will be no different. 

2008 has been the worst ...ever, even worse than 2006 when I lost my mum, whom I miss with a pain like no other.   This year I also lost my husband, for 6 long months, and he lost me.  My children lost their father but without their love and support, I would not be here now. ... I had to stay sane for them.

2008 is also the year I found my husband and my boys regained their father.  Its been a long, long road but we are mending things.  Its been

Hi Wikipeeps... old and new!!

I promised to keep you updated with the reconcilliation and its been a whole month since I blogged last..... Have you missed me??? 

Things are chugging along nicely, we are still living apart but spending more time together, we have had a week away in the sun (lovely!) and the kids are now on speaking and 'nearly affectionate' terms with him.  It is not easy though, you can't just pick up where you left off, things have to be addressed and feelings discussed... it can't be avoided. When we are together (just us) it's nice ... and normal... we are not treading on

Hi Wikipeeps ....

This is a blog to sort out my own feelings as much as to ask advice?

Many of you will have read my previous blogs but many of you wont have (personally I dont blame you they are just the ramblings of a confused mind!).  In May this year my 'workaholic' husband left me because we were going through a bad patch ... we'd had a catalogue of life changing events including moving to a house that was a 'project', death of a parent, suicide attempt of another and then redundancy..... all in a short space of time.   After a lot of hard work on my part we are now in the middle of a