Where will I be in a year's time? Tucked up warm and sexy with my new girlfriend in a nice flat near some nice part of the city? Or next to an airfield outside the city in a bizarre home full of my great grandfather's antiques hosting soirees by the piano and guitar with a couple of Lotus in the garage- and tucked up warm and sexy with my new girlfriend? I could do with a hug tonight. She touches me so sensually!!! :) With a lake nearby for my Summer swims and her all year swims. The dog in her basket. My daughter and stepdaughter visiting… with their lovely boyfriends. Also

On Wednesday 23rd Septemebr I finally left the marriage we had shared for 37 years and the home we had shared for 8. I was an emotional mess and tears were not far away. By arrangement he had got out of the way and the 2 men moving me did so as efficiently as they could within an few hours. It was so hard to do. By the time I reached my new home about 10 minutes away, the tears were forgotten. I have no shower, there are bare floorboards in the hall, the garden is a wasteland and I have a few bits of mismatched furniture and limited funds, but it welcomed me with its tiny 60s heart and I

This Saturday I went to a dance music festival in London with two friends. Two friends that probably wouldn't of been friends if it wasn't for my world getting turned upside down. I had such a great time and not once did I think of my life being rubbish or the stresses of divorce or doing the knowledge, I was free. If only for the day but it felt good. It opened my eyes, this was something I never would of done while with my stbx I actually couldn't think of anything worse but standing there in that wet field or hot sweaty tent I didn't want to be anywhere else at that moment. The people