I just got an email from the NFL team. Included was a scan of the decree nisi.
I wasn't prepared for how I felt when I read it. My s2bx is no doubt going to be distraught when she does. She's much more vocal about her emotional condition.
So, how did I feel? Sad, basically. Sad & a failure. A failure because I couldn't make it work, sad because it was there in black and white.
Why should I feel sad? Maybe it's because I don't actually hate her. She means well, she's a human being and I love every decent human - she's just impossible to live with. As soon as you can't walk away from her, you