For the first time today, I think I am truly starting to accept it's over. For the last 12 weeks there has been a glimmer of hope that maybe he will change his mind, wake up and realise he's made a mistake..... I don't feel that today.
I'm scared by the enormity of it all. I am going to have to be responsible for myself and the kids...just me with no-one to help or rely on. I've never had such an enormous responsibility and I'm petrified. Yes, I can cope with all sorts in normal circumstances,I have done, but I always knew he would be there if needed but I dont know if I can do this on my