Today's feeling = So-so
Had discussions with the X2B yesterday about the financial side which were a bit strained. also sorted separate bank and mobile phone accounts. Still a bit surreal to me if I'm honest.
Then in the evening I had a bad time. I think the poor financial situation that we will both be in finally became real and I had a mild panic attack. I say mild because I've not had one before so don't really know what they are supposed to feel like. Thanksfully, X2B and I talked a few more things through and I felt a bit better.
Sleep still broken but at least I am finding it easier