I say to myself 'I am so over that man!' And I say 'it's really helped that he is being such a prize idiot and selfish oaf'. But the truth is even though i definitely, definitely do not want him back, not even a tiny little bit, it still really hurts and makes me want to vomit and just seems altogether WRONG to hear him refer to 'my girlfriend'. WTF? He is my husband! How can he have a girlfriend? Furthermore, who on earth would want him? And 'it's not fair!' (I am a gazillion miles away from dating, and no one would have me and I wouldn't want a partner anyway). And the thought

I said in my last couple of blogs that I had been seeing someone I met on line, well after a few weeks it was not really going anywhere so I decided not to see them anymore. I went back on line and have had a few dates with another man , who seems nice but it's early days yet. I am still sharing the house with my ex who if you remember was all loved up in his new relationship, so when I came in last weekend and he asked me where I had been I told him I had been on a date, he appeared to show little interest .last night I mentioned I was going out today with the same man and my ex reveals

I wrote a bit ago about starting to date someone, it was going ok so I told a few people including my sister, but asked her not to tell our parents as I don't want to get their hopes up and it's my business. Fast forward to tonight, get text from my 83 year old mum saying why haven't I told her , seems my sister has told her about my relationship ( they are away on holiday together ) I am really upset, I want to tell people when I want to , also it may be going nowhere , it's such early days , I don't want my parents to