I’ve always been somewhat of a distant person. Always had the attitude of ‘you take me as you find me, if that works for you then fine, if it doesn’t then that’s your problem’. In the past some people have commented that it makes me difficult to get to know, that I’ve seemed standoffish.

I like to think that it’s an honest approach, it’s how I feel. It’s slightly arrogant I know, but not in a malicious way. I mean, I think people should be honest and themselves, not try to hide or be something they are not. Therefore, I think the ‘this is me, take it or leave it’ approach is a good thing.

Or

Having a strange time with myself.

working really hard but getting so much enjoyment in being part of the gang at work..seem to have become a human being again, stopped making to do lists and am now just having a laugh with the girls.

I've never really been one of the gang, through my own fault..forgot about being a person I just became a mother and wife. I wonder if that's really what went wrong with the marriage, met the tasks forgot to have any fun.

But now I know it's too late.

Was driving to work this morning and thought will I ever settle down again, started daydreaming about happy endings