dont know how im feeling right now. after listening to what people were saying, and going through, i made a decision to concentrate on my children and me and get our life sorted. trouble is.... im now moving 280 miles away to start a new life with my children. my husband still has not signed the divorce papers, even though he has been served 3 times. since i told my husband we were moving away we seem to have got on really well, a little too well last weekend!! he brought up the fact he was thinking of coming with us but then told me he had already decided he wasnt coming with us and would stay with his mistress. im a little confused now. if im honest id love for him to come with us and start a fresh life but im also aware that in the end it wouldnt be a fresh start we would just be prolonging things and we would still end up divorcing. i also know that if he did want to come with us he would be here now and not with her, but i still cant help thinking maybe it will happen, we will getback together and be happier than we once were. oh well lol im glad i have this place to put my wierd and silly thoughts lol.