Today I'm angry.
I'm angry because I no longer take pleasure in the things I used to.....the sunshine, good food, a chilled glass of sauvignon blanc and reading
I'm angry because he has brought me to my knees emotionally and destroyed the woman I was.
I'm angry because I still have no explanation for why he left.
I'm angry for all the times he said he loved me and didn't want to lose me, even on the day he went.
I'm angry because he has not been in touch if only to say he was sorry or ask how I am.
I'm angry because my peace of mind has gone, maybe never to return again.
But most of all I'm angry with myself .........for being the weak, pathetic fool I am.