WELL THE DAY IS APPROACHING MY NEW ADVENTURE AND TOO TEEL YOU THE TRUTH I AM GETTING MILDLY EXCITED.sorry for yelling.i started to pack the car but have alot more to try and fit in,as always i am bringing too much clothes but will be able to donate them anyway.
i went to the doctor today and got a script for some ADS long over due.one thing he told me is that the booze and the pills are a no no so we have another challenge,which is good cannot mix them and loke i say i ahve been Comfortabilly numb for a long time .one of the reasons i am sure hell i know why i am in the stage i am in. i will have to subsitute addictions once i am in the the place.hey how bout excerise plennty of water and a healthy outlook.
stii i am pretty scared about the move but if i am going to make it in the world it will have to be me doing it.i nned to get a counsler once i am there as well but all in good time .no more cable t v.limited computer,and all the things i am used too.here at the soon to be ex household.i just do not know what the future will bring but hell beats sittin here playin video games and gettin drunk on vodka.i will have to start a "program" did it before gotta try again. i am sure there are places to go in canada to talk etc.wish me luck.and when i write you again i hope i will be in a better place.love to all and keep the cards and letters coming..dale ps i will make myself anf everybody in wikki land a promise that i will blong next week from the beach..surfs up it will kep me going