Feeling so tearful today, so angry, don't feel valid, even doubting my validity here in this space. People have it worse than me, I shouldn't be bleating about being hurt... who am I to take up room.
I was stronger than this before... this has made me crumble and I hope it haunts him. Betrayal comes in many forms, right enough it was not another woman, but that doesn't make the heart break and less.
I don't want to carry anger or hate, but he has behaved appaulingly. I ache, my heart is sore and I wonder why I have been born into a world that treats honour, respect and integrity like extinct values from a different age.
I have loved and lost and it hurts.