im so tired tonight, tired of feeling tired. Tired of feeling anxious and worried and fearful of what life will throw at me. Tired of being scared of making the wrong decisions. Tired of worrying I already have made the wrong decisions. Why did I think my whole happiness hinged on one man and when he took his love away why did my life fall apart. I've worked hard to rebuild my life but it seems I have such a massive scar that I just don't think will ever go away.