I haven't been married long. 4 years just passed with our anniversary. We've known each other 7. I found some cards (I know..nostalgia!!) from my stbx in which she was so full of compliments and dare I say it 'love' for me. She since said she never really loved me at all, but I see through that. She did. For a while. Until I couldn't give her children and then it all died. About three weeks after our honeymoon she miscarried (an IVF pregnancy) and we never managed to repeat that pregnancy. I had two vasectomy reversals.. we had 4 or 5 courses of IVF.. She must have loved me to want a baby so

Is this it now? Continuing my blogs… I thought I would just update. Had a couple of relationships since my divorce. Result of that, including the divorce is one hell of a lot of learning about people and relationship and most importantly, me. First relationship, I didn’t really ever look at myself and decide what I wanted and who I was, I was in it for the wrong reasons, we both were. Second relationship, well, that one was someone who wanted something from it that was never going to happen. So, here we are now Jan 2013. I met a girl last oct, 29th actually, plenty of fish, for all

One of the things I have realised from posting replies to the other blogs is that when I split from my wife I lost so much from my life. I know that sounds daft, because it seems impossible to not realise what you have lost. In my case I lost not just my wife and family. I lost the dearest friend I have ever had in my life. In a lot of ways she was the only friend I was wanting. She was the support network for me. When I moved to Dumfries from Glasgow, I didnt know anyone. Apart from work colleagues of course. When I met her after only about 4 months here, I didnt make any effort to