Adding to my previous blog, I have been thinking long and hard about my STBX's request to give him a second chance. He has asked me twice now and has been extra nice on the phone, but I have realised something, has he moved out of her house? Nope, where is he tonight? Probably at the pub with her, has he done anything to show his remorse? Nope, Has done a fantastic, romantic gesture to amaze me? Has he hell. It's the same old, painful crap that I have spent the last 10 months trying to get away from. I don't even know if it's just a ploy by him and her to delay the sale of the house, so

Adding to my previous blog, I have been thinking long and hard about my STBX's request to give him a second chance. He has asked me twice now and has been extra nice on the phone, but I have realised something, has he moved out of her house? Nope, where is he tonight? Probably at the pub with her, has he done anything to show his remorse? Nope, Has done a fantastic, romantic gesture to amaze me? Has he hell. It's the same old, painful crap that I have spent the last 10 months trying to get away from. I don't even know if it's just a ploy by him and her to delay the sale of the house, so

Well it happened, after 10 months of ex leaving me for another woman and the year before that when they were having the affair he came round to day and asked me to take him back!!!!!! Gob smacked is not the word for it, especially as two weeks ago he rang me5 times ranting about work and money, apparently he has changed, not for the better as I can see. I said no don't worry, I had no doubts in my mind about that. I don't miss him and he has treated me so badly with absolutely no care or respect, why would I want that back in my life again. I feel really low tonight though, sick, tired,