So, his OW mum died last week. I know you may all think this is sad, i dont, I hate her soooo much OW that is not her mum. STBX will be rubbing his hands in glee as this now means she has come into money, quite abit im guessing. They have got a mortgage for the house they are buying. This has P...ed me off as i couldnt get one and have to try again when consent order comes through. They are buying a puppy, ahh how sweet! so to many all is rosie in their world and i feel so tempted to mess it all up. She doesnt know he has asked me to take him back, several times now, that he didnt want

Just popped to my ex's parents house to pick up Easter eggs and a coffee (they invited me). They have been very supportive but found it really hard hearing little snippets about ex. They mentioned a couple of things he had been doing this weekend and that he was coming round for dinner that evening with his horrible woman. They also mentioned how much brighter he seemed as they had said lately he looked very sad and didn't talk much. That hurt, why, I can't expect him not to move on, do I want him to be miserable all his life? ( mmmm). I know they must be thinking ' well he is buying a

Feeling down tonight so thought I'd write about it, just because I can. Saturday night and I'm sitting on my own, kids at their dads. Was supposed to be out tonight seeing a band but my partner has a sick bug so he cancelled.its my first Saturday in ages when I ve been on my own and I now I should embrace it/ make the most of it would have been ok if I hadn't had my plans cancelled, so I'm feeling really lonely and fed up. I know it's stupid and not true but I feel like everywhere I look I see happy families. Couples walking hand in hand, families out on bike rides and then there's me on