I had a little panic attack last night, I get them quite often so gave myself a pep talk. It was about an art course I'm doing, I have done the first part three more to go but was panicking what of I've wasted my money, what if nothing comes of it, what if I'm a failure! Then I realised, it's only been about a year and a half since my world fell apart and in that time I've bought my own house and packed up the old one on my own, sorted my divorce out that should be through next week, got fit, took up running, cycling and bootcamp. Started to do my art again, joined an art group, took

Ive had the most horrible day, actually a pretty horrible week. Battling with the ups and downs of single life. I agreed to let my teenage son put another car (he races them) on my driveway at easter for two weeks while he worked on it. He already has one on there and said that one would be going for scrap. well as you know easter was along time ago and they are both still there along with a pile of tyres and a racing frame, my driveway looks like a scrap heap while ex has nothing at his house!Ive been telling him for ages now i want one of them removed but there is always an excuse, he's

I keep getting panick attacks for what is going to happen in a few years time! I think ive mentioned this before but having one now so maybe it will help to write it down. I know nobodys future is set in stone and maybe this shock most have had on this site has made us all realise this more than others. many people chug along in their little worlds not really thinking or fearing the future and some get away with not having these major life changing events, i havent! It all boils down to money, what am i going to do in a few years time when my tax credits stop and i just have my wadges to