Today I have decided with my counsellor to push on without her (think she couldn't see herself making anymore headway with me). Her final words 'you need to get your own place sorted asap'. So the house hunt continues and I have to stand on my own two feet some time I guess. As usual I doubt my ability to actually do that but then any of you that know me know that is my biggest hurdle; self belief and confidence! Jeez I wish I could just nip to the shops and buy the stuff it would be priceless to me. It's also that time of year where I get my two for two weeks entertainment but as

Lives move on, things change, well for the ones who leave, cheat and think selfishly they do. Those left behind suffer often in silence as friends, if you are lucky to have good ones, don't wanna hear it and family have their own troubles I guess. After 3 yrs it still hurts that my life is seemingly stuck because i can't find my happy head. Now the change time has finally arrived as I always knew it would. My ex has changed jobs and would like to restructure how we look after our children. Currently i have them every Fri Sat & Sun night and the last week of the month i have

Just over 2 yrs ago the drawn out end to my family occurred with ex announcing she was off. 12 mths wasted trying to keep the lying cheat with us. I should have kicked her out as soon as i found out. Anyway my children told me my ex discovered something i did before leaving this week that i had forgot all about. She liked to portray herself as the darling of her degree course for all newbies to look upto. She had wrote a letter telling the newbies all about her own perfect journey through her degree just missing out the parts about her multiple cheating etc.... Anyway i had added my