well, ive joined a dating agency, sod it, I need some fun, and boy it sure has been ! no meet ups yet. to be honest there might never be, but if I don't try then ill never know, so, this evening ive been exchanging messages with a pretty nice bloke, then, the question, what do you do in your spare time, usual answers, walk the dog, go to my allotment etc, his answer, `im a naturist at home mostly and also the odd holiday` !! Can I really see myself with a man who s dangly bits are on display permanently at home ?????? NO see you later matey

had a chat with my son this afternoon, we were very honest with each other, no shouting, swearing or throwing things and im now more in the picture, but still very upset with both him and myself. he s admitted he never liked the flat when we viewed it TWICE ! it is to small, I told him he should have be honest with me right up to the minute I paid the deposit, or else I wouldn't have bought the place. he hates the area, all his friends are living by dad, that I can understand, the friend bit I mean. it doesn't feel like home, which in a way I can understand, so I offered to paint his

today my son told my mum, he doubts he ll ever move in with me, gutted, and very sad. he s 15. we are still very close. he s been making excuses ever since I moved, `don't like the area, its to far from school ` yes its on a main road, constant high traffic, it does my head in to, but school ? no. `I have no clothes at yours` remedied by a day shopping, `ive got football at midday ` and ? `im revising` you can revise here ? im seeing my girlfriend, far enough, young love and all, it ll be easier when I have my moped (5 weeks) umm ive tried so hard, so has mum, but he s not