hello me again i need a rant tonight..... i joined facebook a few days back, to catch up with old friends and i must admit ive enjoyed it very much, had quite a few blasts from the past. i thought i would take a look at my exs page. im glad i did, i found out what a complete and utter lier he is. he told me when he left on the 12th december he had depression and stress, he knew i had been married to a man who suffered from chronic depression, so much so he took his own life. turns out the ex has hooked up with an old school friend, the p...k !! i no her name, where she lives, she has a

went out for a drive this afternoon feeling a bit low the last few days but woke up not to bad this morning, not had contact with ex partner for a week, then this record came on the radio, i thought how perfect for how i have felt (been feeling, but not so much lately)i got home and wrote down most of the lyrics. here goes, see what you think, its by scouting for girls. every night i remember that evening they way you looked when you said you were leaving the way you cried as you turned and walked away the cruel words and the false accusation the mean looks and the same old

this time last month.... 12th december my partner of 6 years told me he was leaving, it was 550pm, i will always remember the date, the time, and the feeling of shock, disbelief, why?, the numbness and the complete turmoil my brain went through for the first week, then the second week, the not eating, not sleeping, pacing round the house. i had the constant urge to call him or text him, a few times i did. but this week with the help of friends and family my dr, and all you on here, i feel much calmer. ive done more diy the last week than he done in the last year, ive stopped worrying about