Its been a tough few weeks for me. I'm now coming through to the other side slowly, but am starting to see the sunshine again. I know that, in time, the black clouds that darken my horizon will one day be gone.

 I've been so wrapped up in all that has happened recently, so self-asorbed that I have, at times, lost sight of what is important. If I dont start to show appreciation for all that I have, I may be in danger of losing it.

 Going through divorce is hell - weall know that one. But from the depths of despair grows a flower called hope. Hope that we will grow stronger, happier, more

   We have a very special ceremony once a year, just before we start to take word placement as  student nurse. We are given a nurse cap.  I know it is too clasic , never ever seen in England.  NHS nurses don't wear nurse cap any more.  Even in Japan, lots of hospitals stop wearing the cap.  I am working at 2 places (hospital and day surgery) as Therapist, both of them , nurses don't wear the cap any more. Even when I m qualified as nurse, I will keep working as therapist (but having nurse qualification is big advantage)... so I don't think I will wear the cap in my future.. So this is my

 hi to you all.!

just want to thank you all for the lovely comments on my latest blog.you will never know how much it means  to have so many people caring about me..

i felt really alone yesterday but as usual wiki came to the rescue..! wot would we do without it ???

ive spoken to my sol today and shes given me lots of reassurance on things so my head seems a little clearer ..

ive now sent him the divorce petition so hopefully it wont be too long before im free of him..

im still shocked at the way hes changed over the last 5 weeks i really cant believe it but hes not my problem anymore..this is