I’ve been trawling through my past blogs, dating back some 9/10 months. I wouldn’t say it was light reading, but it was interesting and useful to re-read old

I have lately seen great changes happening at wiki and felt moved to blog about it's importance in my life.

I, like most people here, joined Wiki at one of , if not THE, worst periods of my life. And like most of the people here, I have never underestimated the effect it has had on my recovery. In fact, I would say it has been largely responsible for that recovery.

The advice of Redoctober when I first blogged was sobering, very correct and absolutely the right course to follow. Without that I may have done something I regretted and hurt

Well, I have to update you dear blog.

I am still in a bad way today and can't think of anything else other the my lost time with my children.

As far as dating goes, I am obviously far to fragile to be able to handle this yet. It seems my date last night was not quite as keen as I had hoped. I am a bit knocked by this which is why I have realised I am much too fragile to cope with the possibility of rejection. After all, divorce and seperation is all about rejection. To risk the possibility of further rejection is foolish in the extreme! 

So I will be re-evaluating and licking my wounds for a