2006 ... we took a family holiday to Florida.  While there a male friend of mine who I had met on the Internet came to see us.  His wife had left him and he'd got divorced a few months earlier, he was lonely and missed family life, so liked to come a spend a little time with us.  Before we left he told me he was falling for me, and I must admit I was flattered.  He thought he was over his wife but he soon realised, when he spoke to her again on the phone, that he was still madly in love with her (and to this day he says he will never get over her, even though he is now is another

Hi Mr Blogman

its early i know 7.30 sunday am....god havent been up this early on a sunday for ages....

i guess i couldnt sleep.....my heads had alot going on in it....

so anyway, my point...

my pilates teacher gave me the card of a therapist.    ive had the card for 2 weeks and not done anything with it....but then i rang him on wed.....he called me back friday apologised and said he had been moving house....

i spoke to him yesterday for half an hour......

i always felt since this all started that i didnt need counselling, that you guys here at wiki were my counsellors because you understood what

There is hope! This week has been very up and down, saw counsellor on Wednesday and talked through the whole situation, which was very difficult, and upset me no end. Cried a lot afterwards, and drank too much too, which didn't help my state of mind. Felt awful on Thursday, and had upset stomach so phoned in sick, and spent the day lounging aound the house.

I realised that it's just a house, it's bricks and mortar, and now that he's gone, it doesn't mean anything anymore. The children and I could be happy in any other house, and hopefully we will be in the future.

My dad works in Saudi, and