Mr Blogman..

why oh why oh why did we split ?

why oh why did he have an affair ? why oh why did he have to put me through this ?

he's been and gone and now its raining....it was sunny here before he came and now its chucking it down...

sunday bloody sunday.....

oh well at least he fixed the kitchen light for me....at least he rang the tv co so now i can phone and make amendments to our contract, (paying far too much for what i use it for)

he's done what he came for and now hes off to look at a flat for him and poss her....

i love him so much, ok so theres no way i could go back there again, maybe im

I thought i was doing quite well.  Have started a new career 3 months ago, and enjoying it, financially a lot better off too, instead of worrying how to pay the next bill.  Still get down at times about the ex, but more of a reflection then anything else. 

The kids however are really making me feel miserable, sons just turned 15 and daughter will be 14 in a few weeks, yes two teenagers!  Son has been in no end of trouble in school, and i've had to go to a meeting to try and sort things out.  I know hes started smoking and doesnt give two hoots about anything, he's virtually destroyed his new

   We have a very special ceremony once a year, just before we start to take word placement as  student nurse. We are given a nurse cap.  I know it is too clasic , never ever seen in England.  NHS nurses don't wear nurse cap any more.  Even in Japan, lots of hospitals stop wearing the cap.  I am working at 2 places (hospital and day surgery) as Therapist, both of them , nurses don't wear the cap any more. Even when I m qualified as nurse, I will keep working as therapist (but having nurse qualification is big advantage)... so I don't think I will wear the cap in my future.. So this is my