Blog Entries tagged 'worry and anxiety'

A bit of a mess......

flopsybunny_uk@yahoo.co.uk — Thu, 13 Nov 2008 01:00:00 +0100

I'm not sure where to begin with this blog – things have been a bit of a mess recently.

My house went on the market last week – I only found out that it was actually on the market from someone in the local shop, who had seen it in the paper! A week later, I have still yet to be informed by the estate agents that my house is now up for sale. An offer came in on Tuesday mo [...]

You couldn't make it up!

mommajac@hotmail.com — Wed, 12 Nov 2008 01:00:00 +0100

My estranged husbandleft in 2004, and agreedto allow me to stay in the marital house until our last child left school three years later. He has now decided to exercise his legal right to return to live here. I believe he first mooted this in the summer when I’m told he had to move following the end of his long term relationship. He has suggested we could share the house but I have moved on with my life and, moreover, would not feel comfor [...]

He has taken everything, just as I said

kerrypix@hotmail.com — Mon, 10 Nov 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Hi all

Hope you are doing ok. The weather is so pants, it makes you feel down before you do anything!

Following on from my blog about my husband trying to kill himself and a previous one about the fact that he will take everything from me, this will confirm what I thought.

My x2b had an affair for 7months and decided he wanted to come home after doing so much to me and putting me through so much. Because I said no and I no longer want to be with him, he tried seriously to ta [...]

Feeling utterly wretched today

andrewcbaillie@msn.com — Mon, 10 Nov 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Firstly, may I apologise.

I haven't been in wiki for some weeks.

Before, people used to comment on my blog with very positive c0mments, and with all of the support and understanding I received, I felt strong enough to take life on by myself.

Silly me!

What I forgot however is that - people don't really change. Neither should they, I guess. I mean, I know my wife is very controlling, and that's the reason why we clash, but it's absolutely not my place t [...]

At last I know...

satoko_t12@hotmail.com — Fri, 07 Nov 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Last week after about 4 months, I met up with my ex.

He kept ignoring us although he had to pay back to my mum.

But suddenly he contacted me and I decided to meet him with mum. The meeting was tearful but thought it was okay. He brought money as well and promised my mum to pay back from now on.

But from next day, he started texting. For example, "I don't know I should send you text, but I feel like we are still married, I am sending one. Just finish work.". Al [...]

Sinking III

reem@mahadi.freeserve.co.uk — Thu, 30 Oct 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Once again I find myself blogging sadness and frustration.

Bad day follows bad night follows bad day follows bad night....

This is my 8th week of this - this mood of dread, trepidation, loneliness, sadness, frustration and melancholy. Yes, melancholy (couldn't find a better word!)

ughhhhhhh

This started after the summer break. Before the break, I was so happy, I was glowing. At least once a day someone would comment how I have r [...]

moving on (i think)

nikki.cartwright2@btinternet.com — Mon, 27 Oct 2008 01:00:00 +0100

i have a small dilema. my next door neighbour and fab friend joined a dating agency for me and ive been chatting online to a local bloke for a while. he wants to meet up for a pub lunch but i dont know if im ready for that yet. i know im over my x, i know i would like to start dating again, but i hink im still carrying round too much baggage. I lost my mum this year, and i cant honestly say i would be going out with anyone for any reason other than revenge. but if i dont start go [...]

Still Here!

gioholiday@aol.com — Fri, 24 Oct 2008 01:00:00 +0100

After my dreadful night on Wednesday (thank you to those in chat at 3am!) I got up on Thurday, went into autopilot mode, managed to keep the tears at bay until I'd dropped the kids off at school. Cried all the way into work, and when I got there just couldn't function at all. Phoned up my GP and arranged an appointment, the nurse advised me to come in straight away, as I was so distraught on the phone.

The head was so nice about it, I feel so awful letting them do [...]

Sinking II

reem@mahadi.freeserve.co.uk — Wed, 22 Oct 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Every day I decide I must pull myself together and reclaim the person I used to be

And every day I realise that another day has passed and I am still here. Hiding from my friends. Hiding under the blanket. Don't want to see anyone. Don't want anyone to see me.

I try to conivnce myself that it's ok to be like this for another day. But the days run into weeks and I am petrified that this will become the new me.

I can't sink again. I just can't.& [...]

Posessiveness killed me...

satoko_t12@hotmail.com — Mon, 20 Oct 2008 01:00:00 +0100

As my ex cheated, I was only thinking about that damege.

But as I started to calm down and be able to talk about my marriage to my close friends, I realised a few things which I could not notice.

My ex was a cheater, but (or because of that) he was extremely posessive and jealous person. For example, it was really childish of him but I have a favourite band who's singer is very good looking and I was listening them often. But since I started to live with him, I was u [...]

depression

satoko_t12@hotmail.com — Fri, 17 Oct 2008 01:00:00 +0100

I thought, I was doing kinda alright.

But last couple of days, depression kicked in again worse than ever. Got headache everyday, and reduce into tears without any reason while Im working. Just sad and lonely. ALso I always have nausea and although Im hungry, if I eat I feel really sick.

I dont see any hope ahead of my life. Is there any reason I should be suffering from this?

Two days ago, as soon as I got up, I felt really sad and started to cry and felt so much stre [...]

Risk v No Risk!

steve@rigdens.wanadoo.co.uk — Sun, 12 Oct 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Hi Wikipeeps ....

This is a blog to sort out my own feelings as much as to ask advice?

Many of you will have read my previous blogs but many of you wont have (personally I dont blame you they are just the ramblings of a confused mind!). In May this year my 'workaholic' husband left me because we were going through a bad patch ... we'd had a catalogue of life changing events including moving to a house that was a 'project [...]

Another irritation

mneme2006@yahoo.co.uk — Sat, 04 Oct 2008 01:00:00 +0100

I have just heard from the jobcentre people. I don't know why they didn't just tell me this in the first place and not waste my time. Apparently I don't qualify for incapacity benefit, not because I am not unwell (I am) but because I haven't paid enough NI contributions in any one of the three tax years that count - 6 April 2004 to 5 April 2007. Since I told them I had come back to the UK on 4th December last year and had worked from the beginning of Ja [...]

Eating

satoko_t12@hotmail.com — Thu, 02 Oct 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Since I've got divorced, I havent eaten properly at all.

At first, I didnt mind as I thought its alright to lose some weight. So I didnt concentrate on eating at all.

But recently my body is certainly struggling. A few weeks, I've got throat infection and I had to be hospitalised. Since then every week I get cold and have to stay at home for half of the week.

My weight seems to go down slowly but steadily and last week when I went out to my regular pub, many of [...]

big sigh

satoko_t12@hotmail.com — Mon, 29 Sep 2008 01:00:00 +0100

As I mentioned in last entry, I should concentrate on my health and work.

I know this and keep telling me so.

About 3 weeks ago, I met this guy and had drunken nite, we flirted and I knew that it was just a drunken nite.

But after we exchanged a few e-mails, we decided to see sometimes without having any relationship and he suggested to meet up next month.

And today, I sent a short e-mail asking how he was which I've got no reply. And I'm assuming this is [...]

Court prep pt2

bertie1670@googlemail.com — Mon, 22 Sep 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Just a quick update having seen solicitor. We will be seeking a welfare report and also a hair test(!). I had not heard of this before but apparently you can test for drugs from a sample of hair and this now extends to alcohol as well as stronger drugs. This is often used in childcare cases.

Her solicitor has written asking that I move out of the MH but have been advised to sit tight for now. The argument being that as I am concerned for the children and so I sho [...]

Why?

barbie44@hotmail.co.uk — Wed, 17 Sep 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Have spent the last few days back and to to the hospital. My 17 year old daughter was admitted last Saturday in severe pain. Turns out she had a ruptured cyst on her ovary which got infected. This is the second time this has happened in 2 years. She has been in absolute agony and on morphine. There is nothing worse than seeing your child in pain and not be able to help. She is getting better and hopefully will be discharged today.

I ra [...]

Can't move on

doreenpottermpotter@btinternet.com — Sun, 14 Sep 2008 01:00:00 +0100

I am in a difficult situation , If any of you have been following my story this will be easier to understand.

After dealing with my husbands severe depression last weekend I am emotionally drained. I still feel so guilty as I am the one who told him our marraige is over.

My problem now is, and this may sound very selfish, He isn't able to cope with working out finances etc, I have no idea what to do now, he was getting a seperation agreement written out by his sol, that is all [...]

He's coming round....and not the mountain !!

Daisyflower40@hotmail.co.uk — Thu, 11 Sep 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Hi Mr Blogman and my lovely wiki pals..

a quick blog...im nervous..

ex is coming round tomorrow night to discuss stuff...particulars I think I've called it.

im dreading it !!!!!!!!!

for some reason ive been cleaning like a mad woman, not that my home is not clean you understand but just because i wanted everything spotless...why tho ???? i want this to look like a loving family home (yes ok me and my kittens !!) not like some show room house !! slow dow [...]

my horrible lie

smurf1973@btinternet.com — Wed, 10 Sep 2008 01:00:00 +0100

I feel guilty for lying to work to get a few days off to sort head out. I told them my father had a heart attack and need time off. If i didn't I wouldn't have a job coz of too many sick days due to stress. Feel so guilty using my father and especailly an illness like that. My mum is terminally ill with cancer but didn't want to use that.

I just need a few days for me to sort my heard out and see if hubby will keep promise. Guilty but needed.&nb [...]