Blog Entries tagged 'bad day'

A Rough Day

reem@mahadi.freeserve.co.uk — Fri, 21 Nov 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Today was a rough day.

I woke up as normal tired but looking forward to the day ahead. I had something on my mind that kept nagging. something needs to be done, and once it's done, I knew it meant losing something close to me. but it had to be done. so it was done.

I sat here, in this very seat, emotionally drained and in need of a good cry.

but I didn't cry. I just stared

Then I recieved a letter of rejection to something I applied for a [...]

Bad day

jackiejoy44@yahoo.co.uk — Tue, 18 Nov 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Hi everyone, I am having a rough time at the moment and finding it difficult to be positive. My ex has now moved out after a very ugly confrontation last week. I got angry when I suspected he was having ow in mh and contacted her and him on their mobiles. i threatened to tell her husband and their work about the affair, after all I thought she was having an easy time of it. Ex came home from their day out and was vvv angry with me, a scene occurred and the police were cal [...]

Don't anyone ask if my weekend was good!!!!!!!

susan.1962@hotmail.co.uk — Mon, 17 Nov 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Folks am sorry but I have to blog this all down to get it out of my system. Another eventful weekend has been and gone and yes I survived. Only just this time but hey, am getting used to it.

Most of Saturday spent catching up with the usual chores of washing and ironing. stbx has taken himself off for the day (as is the norm at the weekend because he says he's been ‘stuck' in the house all week). So in between baskets of laundry, taking eldest to ru [...]

#5 Beware the shops!

caladan08@gmail.com — Sat, 15 Nov 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Not blogged awhile and so much to write as so much happens emotionally. Nothing much has changed but the last week has brought home how hard this is for me, how different my and my stbxs experiences are.
I posted in the forums about how to tell the kids we've split as i see that as the very first public step to acknowledging we have split- after a year! Everything else is in private, or with trusted friends.For me, this week started well, feeling strong with that post and some great rep [...]

A bit of a mess......

flopsybunny_uk@yahoo.co.uk — Thu, 13 Nov 2008 01:00:00 +0100

I'm not sure where to begin with this blog – things have been a bit of a mess recently.

My house went on the market last week – I only found out that it was actually on the market from someone in the local shop, who had seen it in the paper! A week later, I have still yet to be informed by the estate agents that my house is now up for sale. An offer came in on Tuesday mo [...]

Jekyl and Hyde...my ex

emilyjosedgwick@aol.com — Tue, 11 Nov 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Hi All

For those that have met me, probably think im one big party animal but im not all the time, I still have feelings and still get very down. Havent blogged for a while and yes I love to party really love it but we cant be party animals all the time!

It all happened with me last Thursday and was saying to peeps how good I have been with no contact ect for 5 weeks and the rest.

That particular day got a bit silly as was having a clear out and came across [...]

Its over...

judithallan@fsmail.net — Mon, 10 Nov 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Well today its 6 months since my marriage ended and im feeling very low today.... Im not living just existing day to day.... I finally started my divorce today and when I had put the phone down from the solicitor I felt sick.... I have been putting off doing it not sure why..... I have known for a long while that it's over and somehow just couldn't bring my self to make that step .... Now it is done....

I feel like my life will never be the same again and im n [...]

Feeling utterly wretched today

andrewcbaillie@msn.com — Mon, 10 Nov 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Firstly, may I apologise.

I haven't been in wiki for some weeks.

Before, people used to comment on my blog with very positive c0mments, and with all of the support and understanding I received, I felt strong enough to take life on by myself.

Silly me!

What I forgot however is that - people don't really change. Neither should they, I guess. I mean, I know my wife is very controlling, and that's the reason why we clash, but it's absolutely not my place t [...]

Forgetting How To swim.....

flopsybunny_uk@yahoo.co.uk — Sun, 09 Nov 2008 01:00:00 +0100

I had a better day yesterday, went out of the house, sorted out some stuff, cooked and ate a "proper meal", and slept well.

But today........

Today, I feel like runing away from everything. Everything that I have been waiting to happen, waiting for months, has now finally happened, and I feel overwhelmed by it all. I feel like I have forgotten how to swim and Im starting to drown.

This isnt like me - I have been strong throughout these past 12 months, [...]

First session in court on 5 November

louise.bowen10@yahoo.co.uk — Fri, 07 Nov 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Wednesday was the first session in court to sort out finances with my stbx. I have to say it was a 'disturbing', unpleasant experience. It really seams that 'the screws are being tightened' on me as we move towards reaching a final settlement.

I saw my solicitor last week to review my stbx's form E. My solicitor pointed out a few discrepancies she and her colleage had noticed. One thing was the number of old life insurance policies stbx had pu [...]

Bad day or good day?

tillymint36@ntlworld.com — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Apolgies -i'm here to whinge again.

Today has just been that kind of day. Have not been sleeping very well again this week. Started feeling quite low last night due to concerns about daughter and finances. cried myself to sleep for first time in a while.

Woke up this morning feeling rubbish -cough and sore throat and generally feeling sorry for myself.

Decided to try to tackle problems.Treid to contact school nurse to discuss worries about daughter but have been unsucces [...]

Ex getting married today!

s73serendipitous@aol.co.uk — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Ok, so my ex is getting married today. I got myself truly upset last night and done half a bottle of vodka liquor for what?

She is welcome to him, I don't love him, haven't done for a long time; so why I am getting so stressed out?

He has just come to MY house to collect our eldest 2 children as they are going to the wedding.

It is my 6 yo birthday party today, (his birthday yesterday) but planned his party today so as he had something special for today to [...]

I must be bad to have this happen

kerrypix@hotmail.com — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Hi to all who read this sorry tale.

Ok, so most of you know that my husband of 23yrs left me four times (starting in August) and denied that anyone else was involved, but he no longer loved me. Then about 10 days ago he announced that he had been having an affair for 7 months. He told me that he loved this woman and that the last time he left was to be final. So weeks of tears and despair was the only thing I had endured and was about to endure.

Then last week he said that it had [...]

Husband Moved out today

caroline.steed@ntlworld.com — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Don't really want to write much ..... my husband moved out today. After months of sort of trying to put things behind me I cannot forgive him and move on. he has not helped in this by not making me feel more secure. I am supposed to just think that its over and she has gone away, although I am not too sure about this.

Pleaded with him to come home at 8 pm last night instead of working over and being with her - but no - wouldn't do it - when he fina [...]

Sinking III

reem@mahadi.freeserve.co.uk — Thu, 30 Oct 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Once again I find myself blogging sadness and frustration.

Bad day follows bad night follows bad day follows bad night....

This is my 8th week of this - this mood of dread, trepidation, loneliness, sadness, frustration and melancholy. Yes, melancholy (couldn't find a better word!)

ughhhhhhh

This started after the summer break. Before the break, I was so happy, I was glowing. At least once a day someone would comment how I have r [...]

#4 Wed

caladan08@gmail.com — Wed, 29 Oct 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Last saturday I went to the essex wiki meet and had a really good time, met some great people, all very open and honest and supportive,just as wikians are online. My thanks to all those who were there, especially BRM.

This last week I've supported my stbx and kids through losing one cat and introducing new kittens to the house. She actually said last night that I had been wonderful. Sounded great .. but it was in the middle of a pointless barney (my fault) about the reasons our ma [...]

"I wouldn't have done it if I'd been happy would I"

kerrypix@hotmail.com — Tue, 28 Oct 2008 01:00:00 +0100

I don't know how much more I can take. What is wrong with me, why am I being treated like this? Just a few short months ago, everything was fine or so I thought. Now everything is so bad I don't want to carry on because where am I going to end up? I know he is going to come out of this on top I can feel it. I am left to pick up the pieces and expected to go along with everything he says.

Both kids do not want contact with him at the moment and I have tried to convince them that [...]

one day it will be my turn

sarah.wright5@googlemail.com — Mon, 27 Oct 2008 01:00:00 +0100

well it would have been my 4th wedding anniversary on thursday the 3oth of october and i'm going out with the girls to celebrate my new life.

i no longer feel that they is no hope and that i'm a failure and that i deserved the crap i got four the whole ten years we where together, i no longer feel that i'm too ugly or fat to find someone like he used to tell me i was.

i don't know what has given me this new positive outlook on life but it's the new [...]

A shocking day.

anna@theharrisfamily.wanadoo.co.uk — Sun, 26 Oct 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Couldn't blog about this before as would have felt as re-living a nightmare but felt I can now. Saturday 18th October was a quick trip out to spend last of my son's birthday money. Just 2 days before my FDR. Everything was more or less normal until he asked me to buy some chocolate. Bought his favourite chocolate as usual and bought myself some brazil nuts covered in chocolate a favourite of mine but try not to too often because of calories etc. Walking back to car he aske [...]

My kids

robert.devine@virgin.net — Fri, 24 Oct 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Just a quick entry to see if telling other people makes it any more bearable.

Wife came round to pick up the kids to take them overnight. That in itself breaks my heart - knowing that I can't just go in and give them a hug.

I left the house as I can't bear to be near her, see her or speak to her at the moment. When I came back I lifted the lid on the laptop.

There were two little notes from my children telling me how much they loved me and hoping that I will hav [...]