Blog Entries tagged 'anger hate revenge'

OMG what a day

donna.ogilvie@blueyonder.co.uk — Mon, 18 Aug 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Am back again for a moan. My friend and her daughter were out for dinner tonight and who walked into the restaurant but my ex and his mistress. She gave them some verbal abuse and then immediately phoned me. I contacted my sister who managed to catch up with them and also gave them some abuse. Feel like crap now that I know she is here and they are openly flaunting their relationship. Aaaahhhh I hate him why did he have to do this to me and the kids. I can' [...]

Need AK47 please

memorcarpediem@yahoo.co.uk — Mon, 18 Aug 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Wow, totally winded now. How thnigs can change in a few hours. He texted a few times and then rang. Ooops he changed his mind again. No reconciliation, just friendship and sex on offer. Actually forced him to talk about barmaid and he now say they friends, mentioned re' all his friends thought they were a couple, he denied it again. He is feeling hard done by as he says it's alright for us women as we keep the family home, kids etc etc but the poor blokes lose everything. AW [...]

Improving now

andyrumble1@googlemail.com — Mon, 18 Aug 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Well, the loneliness is still there but the depression is clearing. I am now managing to work and to focus on a solution instead of drowning in the glooms!

I have decided to move to London to put some distance between me and my ex. If I don't, then she will continue to torture me and reel me back in every time it looks as if I am moving on. The downside is that I will be a long way from my children. But I can't stay here! My life is in London in every way. I know pe [...]

Can it go anymore downhill?????

stellahall59@hotmail.co.uk — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Scumbag arrived at 10.30-after emailing that he would come at 11.00. He said he was just going to take some things out of the shed. I said I would prefer him to start with the things from the house. He then informed me that he didn't have anything in the house, so I reminded him of all the stuff he had been storing in the loft etc.He told me I could dispose of all that, to which I said I wanted him to do the hard work of moving it, as it was his property.

He then informed me that h [...]

All emotions in just one day

clive@burroughs69.fsnet.co.uk — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Had to send the kids off with "them" earlier 2 hrs late I might add, now i'm trying to keep busy and stay positive. Climbed into the ironing and put on some music. Baaaad move!!!! Everthing has just come flooding back and I don't know whether to sit and cry like a baby or rant and rave at the audacity of their month old love affair with themselves.

It's all about their hppiness and them moving on, not worrying an iota of what it's done to the kids or me.< [...]

My Soap Opera Life

clive@burroughs69.fsnet.co.uk — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 01:00:00 +0100

My wife and I have been together 8 years, married 7, happiest times of my life (or so I thought). Then I found out she had an affair with my"best friend", and moved out for six months, leaving me with our 2year old daughter. When that went pear shaped she came back, sorry for the mistake and we were going to make it work, but of course it had been my fault for driving her to him as I wasn't giving her the love and attention she deserves.

Then [...]

Back on the Blog!

heath.davis@hotmail.co.uk — Sat, 16 Aug 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Dear Blog

It's been 5 weeks since my last confession, but I just haven't had the will to blog, chat etc.

I have been on to browse, and keep up with how people are doing though.

It's got something to do with not wanting to wear out my welcome, ‘cause I'm still in the same place I was 5 weeks, 6 weeks, 7 weeks ago, and don't want to bore people with my lack of movement on what's happening. In fact, I'm in worse place now than I wa [...]

Paranoia

memorcarpediem@yahoo.co.uk — Sat, 16 Aug 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Ok went out, nothing to do but thought go into town to mooch. I am losing it, every woman I see I wonder is that her? If she is walking around with a young teen girl I almost stop and try and hear if they refer to any names? The barmaid has 13yr old daughter (I know tart and tarts daughters names). Please tell me other have felt like this and I am not going fruit loop. I just need to know what she looks like, who she is, what she is.

Idiot texted me, I am obviouslly in bad mood, se [...]

Weekend blues

memorcarpediem@yahoo.co.uk — Sat, 16 Aug 2008 01:00:00 +0100

This is the part of the week I hate, the WEEKEND!!! When everyone is happy family and it reminds me how sad and alone I am. Supermarkets full of families, today is the regatta - woop woop - loads families. This is where I get angry as he if filling his weekend and having great fun socialising whilst I at home broke, looking after kids and lonely.

I didn't blog yesterday as was cross. I have been excluded from his uncle's funeral. He is going up to his sisters the night bef [...]

Why do I still feel like crap

donna.ogilvie@blueyonder.co.uk — Thu, 14 Aug 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Have been reading everyone's blogs and they all say that writing things down helps so thought i would give it a go.

Have to go to Court tomorrow to discuss more contact for my ex to have the kids. Have agreed that he can have them overnight every second weekend and on a Sunday on the intervening weekends on the condition that the tart he has been having an affair with is not there. He has agreed. Feel sick at the thought of my babies going away from my overni [...]

Early eve emotions - yuk

memorcarpediem@yahoo.co.uk — Thu, 14 Aug 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Was in chat but needed to offload even more emotions. God this writing is so helpful. Currently feel sick, stressed but can't put a label on the emotion. I was glad my friend came over, she is 10mths down the road of the end of a 4yr relationship and found out he was a cheater so she was so awsome to have over. She isn't going out and we have decided to go out together at least every few weeks. I was just worried she would tell me to shut as as I am sure people are bored with me whini [...]

The rollercoaster

memorcarpediem@yahoo.co.uk — Thu, 14 Aug 2008 01:00:00 +0100

I have decided to write my emotions down as they are just so stupidly differing sometimes from hour to hour let alone day to day.

Today I woke up at 4am and wanted to smash his face in, I also want to smash the barmaids face in. I have no family thanks to her and he is a cheating liar.

Last night he told me by txt that his uncle had died, someone I have known for 18 years, and actually spoke to more than he did. By TEXT?????? I tried ringing but he wouldn't pick [...]

Scumbag crawls out from under a stone hiding behind a tart!

emilyjosedgwick@aol.com — Sun, 10 Aug 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Dear Mr Blogman

So glad I can rely on you to be always here when I need to let off steam. I phoned my s2bx tonite and could hear lots of music so he was obviously clubbin, but a strange woman answered and she wasnt very nice.

I asked who she was and she saidd she was a friend of mu husbands and who was I....she knew exactly who i was as im sure scumbag was right next to her. I told her that i was his wife, to which she replied soon to be ex wife. I asked her if s [...]

A year of firsts...

sarahchidwick@hbosplc.com — Sat, 09 Aug 2008 01:00:00 +0100

I still haven't reached the anniversary of discovering my husbands affair. That's still three weeks away, our tenth wedding anniversary is three and half weeks away!

It's been a very, very tough year and there have been many times when I really didn't think I would come out of it, but I have - almost!

There are still days of tears, but they are fewer than before. I still miss my old life and wish I could turn the clocks back, but I am just beginning&nbs [...]

Anyone

bertie1670@googlemail.com — Thu, 07 Aug 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Gareth's blog Hero to Zero made me think of this.

Its from a book by Linwood Barclay called No Time for Goodbye which I am reading. It's a letter written by a rebellious student to an imaginary stranger as part of a creative writing class. It makes you think.

" Dear Anyone: this is a letter from one anyone to another anyone, no names required, because nobody knows anybody anyway. Names don't make a hell of a lot of [...]

From hero to zero

garethfun@yahoo.co.uk — Tue, 05 Aug 2008 01:00:00 +0100

have been reading a few blogs and it seems the the time line between hero and zero is very short if you are the man?

How is that one day you can be everything to to everyone the following day something the cat dragged in?

My answer ......... the other half!

This is the person that you sold your soul to on the wedding day, would be willing to take a bullet for, the person you thought was your soul mate for ever, the one you hugged when they cried and the one who hugged you.

Private Dectective going cold turkey

wendy_carterhome@yahoo.co.uk — Mon, 04 Aug 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Finally found out how to write a new entry! Thanks everyone for the responses to my obessive private detecting. I knew that all this obessive snooping was unhealthy and was feeling so guilty about it. It helps to know that I am not a nasty person and others have been there.I 've been to my brothers house for a few days and it was fantastic being in a place where I was hugged and cared about. I have come back yesterday feeling much more positive. I've decided to go cold turkey, the only w [...]

TOP CLASS DAD TO DEAD BEAT DAD

boothyboy666@hotmail.co.uk — Sun, 03 Aug 2008 01:00:00 +0100

The man that i thought was such a fantastic father is now officially a 'dead beat dad'. after speaking with him last weekend and offering some contact with the kids on sat at 6pm until sunday at 6pm the only responce i got was 'what about my social life?' I get it, he wants to play the feild and have no responcibilities. nice. On monday i got a visit from the police again, i swear i have never been in trouble with the police - ever, no one i know has had any [...]

HATE HIM

naureen_4n786@hotmail.com — Mon, 28 Jul 2008 01:00:00 +0100

I have been married for 17 years. Have three children aged 16,15, and 10. After 13 yrs of marriage I found out that husband had an allegation of rape. He did not tell me I found out from a letter from court. He was convicted and sentenced to six yrs in prison. I looked after my kids by myself.He promised me hes a changed man and apologised everyday for putting me through this. I accepted his apology for kids sake and even took kids to visit him in prison regularly. Soon after his release he star [...]

Where have I gone?

greenharte@ntlworld.com — Fri, 25 Jul 2008 01:00:00 +0100

Oh dear, oh dear,

What a bad couple of weeks I have had! Isn't time supposed to be a great healer?

I have been bombarding the ex with calls and texts I even sent one to her new fellow!!! I told her on Wednesday that she was the first person I loved and was now the first person I have hated.

A few weeks ago I was happy had not spoke or seen her at all during that week, I have now decided to delete her number fro [...]